God seems to be telling me non-stop to trust in Him these few days. Many many many things about trust. Friends and all. Gabriel Low in SISPEC sensing God telling me to "trust him".
To those who still don't know, I didn't get into where I wanted to. Found out on Wednesday. Seems God was preparing me for the news. So it's the real test of whether God is still sovereign in my life, like my kor put it.
Think that my character, personality and perspectives in life are changing. Not quite the same person as a few months back. Things in army, perhaps a microcosm of life, aren't in black and white. It's in grey, with big splotches of black.
Going to pass out of BSLC in 2 weeks. Then will get my posting.