I want to serve God in NS.
I want to serve those around me. I want to have the heart of a servant. Not to care so much about command school. But to go in and serve my platoon mates, with love. And to go where God wills me to.
I want to want God more than command school or my commanders' favour. I want to want His will to be done, even though it might be painful.
I want to obey the call of God, not the call of my pride. I want to see things in God's way. To seek His glory above mine.
And if I ever go against this in attitude or deed, someone, anyone, please whack me with what I just said.